it's only the beginning.

panic alert!

Wed, 16 Dec 2009 12:34:44 GMT

i need all the luck i can get for my posting!
KOC and PARAMORE are coming,
but i'm fucking getting a feeling that i will be stuck somewhere else.
Fruck.

"each day doesnt pass by without me worrying about D-day,
i know it's coming, i know it's happening, but really,
what can i do?"

RHINO

Fri, 11 Dec 2009 03:46:35 GMT

finally am out! less than 24 hours though.
goodluck for posting to all who just pop-ed!

last major exercise coming this sunday, finally svc term is ending.
lately addicted to airline manager on fb. haha.
sorry to all who have been trying to meet me,
but my weekends are extremely tight if not they are burned by trg.

spot height

Fri, 27 Nov 2009 02:41:43 GMT

s'pore has its little hidden grounds
hidden paths and hidden sounds.

gonna be doing loads of digging without sleep.
i'm so armyfied, it's kind of sickening.
what to do, suck thumb.

"everybody is given 24hours,
when you say you got no time, you find time."

Fri, 13 Nov 2009 13:54:20 GMT

just got back from 10days outfield.
gonna go Ex SK in 3 weeks time.
gonna spend my bday in camp.
damn. got to book in 2hours early bcos of some puruke.

you're so far away,
maybe you're right next door.
got me picturing your face again,
something worth waiting for.
i put all the others behind me,
they don't live up.
i know what i want, what i need.

Fri, 30 Oct 2009 15:29:57 GMT

my weekends keep getting burned.
my time outside is getting shorter.

the sand is falling,
leaving me gasping.
It's the search for the time before it leaves without you.

you don't even know yet.

Sun, 18 Oct 2009 06:42:42 GMT

i'm no longer who i used to be,
i've changed,
or i allowed myself to be changed.

i no longer get to choose much,
i've resigned to that,
or i allowed myself to resign to that fact.

no guts, no glory
no pain, no gain
suck thumb!

Fri, 09 Oct 2009 15:05:38 GMT

finally booked out after 3weeks
ocs initially made me wanna quit.
it was a really low moment.

but somehow, i was like fuck it.
i managed to get in here, it's not the time to back out.
no pain, no glory.
pain is temporary, pride is forever.
Above, Beyond, As One, ALPHA !

i am just rambling off,
kthanksforreading.

oct lucas aka lowest life form for the next 9 months,
signing out.

Fri, 11 Sep 2009 01:05:50 GMT

catchy shit, been on it for too long.

BTW, POP-ED! WOOOOOOOO.

Sun, 30 Aug 2009 04:42:49 GMT

time is running out,
like sand slipping through my fingers,
cant turn back time, cant stop time.

i'm scared, idk what to do.

'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
And finally now, we're leaving
'Cause maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one

Sat, 15 Aug 2009 14:44:26 GMT

sit test.
shit test.
"your field-camp life just started, welcome..."

Sun, 09 Aug 2009 07:46:30 GMT

field camp really is no fun.
combat rations really suck except for the dessert options.
black adhesive tape is everything.
4+ kg between your legs when you sleep aint comfy.

Fri, 31 Jul 2009 14:03:16 GMT

field camp sounds like no fun.
6days in jungle, sian.
hope my buddy doesnt rely on me too much.
damn.

Sat, 25 Jul 2009 05:30:17 GMT

i missed crookers.
i missed crookers.
sad.

Sat, 18 Jul 2009 06:57:48 GMT

book in book out
book in book out
so little time.
live range is fun, cleaning gun is not.
i need to go club soon. damn.

Fri, 10 Jul 2009 13:18:40 GMT

my cv life is taking a toll.
under a strain, causing a pain.
a heart to hold, a love not in vain.
to cherish i will, her anguish i feel.
my mistakes i know, her forgiveness i hope.

i'm just tired. from everything.
goodnight world.

Fri, 26 Jun 2009 13:28:37 GMT

my gm just passed away on last fri.
things always happen for a reason

SUPER SEXCITING 2WEEKS.
GOT GIRLS REC BUT DAMN CUI
GOT ALOT H1N1 EVERYWHERE
IDK IF I CAN POST SO BETTER NOT POST ANY THING ELSE.

Ulysses! First book out!
Sleep + Eat REAL food

kthxbai

Sat, 30 May 2009 04:35:09 GMT

caught NATM 2
it's really quite funny. the simple in-your-face kind.
go catch it!

grad ceremony was on thurs, photos not up yet.
wierdly, i got no feelings at the thought of leaving sch.
the sch itself, i guess didnt really make a mark this time.

oh what the heck.
i pray i dont tio ninja
i pray i dont tio ahgua
i pray i dont tio blur cock
i pray i dont die. HAHA.

Sat, 23 May 2009 07:06:34 GMT

ok thinking back, the company was great, though SOME bailed.

last night was really a epic phailure.
the effort money and time could have been put to better use.

butter's saviour could be inquisitive, but i may never find out.
no motivation to go back.
rebel free entry nights, ai mai?

Mon, 18 May 2009 11:20:59 GMT

megan fox is hotter than the sun.
the sun feels like aircon.
HAHA.

Sun, 03 May 2009 13:43:17 GMT

pretty neat composition. do listen!

Sat, 25 Apr 2009 03:36:38 GMT

letter arrived, bmtc sch2, june 12 botak boy.

Sun, 19 Apr 2009 06:03:41 GMT

when money matters in daily affairs are bugging you,
you've grown up.

slow down, reflect. have you been thinking?

Sun, 12 Apr 2009 13:25:16 GMT

Fri, 03 Apr 2009 13:58:37 GMT

started working, got my lazy ass off to work.
some admin office job of 8hours computer+paperwork.
can you imagine yourself there in future?
god no.

Thu, 12 Mar 2009 16:03:12 GMT

waiting for my damn diploma to come.
waiting for official graduation.
probably a temp job, if i can get one.
NS enlistment. 2 years of nothingness or man-ness/ gayness